Note to self....

Be ready to expect the unexpected.



We went on Tuesday (May 5) for our first ultrasound. All was going well or so we thought until they gave us the unexpected news. Apparently I have an implantation bleed and my bloodwork showed that my antibodies are low. They constantly reassured us that both are normal and we should not worry. They will be watching me closely! Of course, the type A person that I am could not be happy with that! I had to come home and look up those items on the internet! That was a no- no! The internet got all in my head, making me think the worst could happen! Then something else entered my mind! I was reminded that I am not in control! This was not my plan, not my miracle! This is God's plan, God's miracle. WOW! What peace I have now, knowing that I don't control any of this. GOD DOES!!!! I heard a song today that says, "I will praise you while I'm waiting."- This is what I can do! I can stop worrying and use all that energy in a more effective way!